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I had an interesting therapy session today. I had come to the realization a few months back that I have a pretty screwed up way of managing relationships. I have a pretty intense fear that I’m going to be abandoned. I’m incredibly insecure and constantly want reinforcement that things are going ok. Any uncertainty just […]



One of the things Sherry had mentioned was that doing things I enjoyed that required my concentration would take me out of being in my brain so much. I found that to be true with knitting. I don’t think about anything other than knitting and my brain stops workin.g overtime. In case I needed any […]

Today at the office I was talking to two of my coworkers about personality types. Coworker A said, “Some people are just naturally more quiet and reserved, like you” and pointed to me. Coworker B said quite vehemently, “Are you serious?! She is neither of those things.” Aside from the fact that it was somewhat […]

When I was in my twenties, I dated two people in succession whose moms had left. I remember feeling indignant when they told me about their moms. I wasn’t sure about a lot of things at that time but I did know for certain that I would never leave my kids. Granted I didn’t want […]

Perhaps the biggest tragedy in our lives is that freedom is possible, yet we can pass our years trapped in the same old patterns…We may want to love other people without holding back, to feel authentic, to breathe in the beauty around us, to dance and sing. Yet each day we listen to our inner […]

I just took an epic road trip through the south, straight through hillbilly and into Georgia. What I realized as a result of this trip is: *I need a real camera. The iphone camera just really doesn’t cut it for the kind of landscape and architecture pictures I like to take. *I should really listen […]

I got my Sun magazine in the mail today. This month’s theme was p.sychology, which was right up my alley. As usual, I went right to the Sunbeams section. Some gems: Is there no way out of the mind? -Sylvia Plath The mind thinks thoughts that we don’t plan. It’s not as if we say, […]